I wish you the best...
I'm no good at the emotional side of things, so in a way I'm kinda glad it's mostly just physical for me. Depression sounds like worse Hell than another bottle to me... Truth is, I might not even try if that was to be my fate.
(Note to people reading: Not condoning not getting clean, and if you were right here in this Mojave Hell of mine, you'd know how serious I was about that... I'm trembling and can't sleep and some other stuff)
Man. I gotta put legal notices in my posts now. Grrr. Love all y'all.
Take care now
-TB