Callie... that is it in a nutshell for me. I believed him even when I KNEW that he was lying. I thought I was the one that was screwed up. And I truly didn't understand what was going on or that I was doubting myself until I stepped away ... not voluntarily, but because I had a serious accident... and until I found SR. I had some HUGE OMG moments. What is amazing to me is that the moments were so OMG... when all that I was learning and amazed by was reality.