You guys are awsome thus is so freaking hard!!!!! I'm in my room sweating and ****!! WTF I look in the mirror and think how the he'll did this happen. I grew up in a rough neighborhood went to college moved away. I saw what drugs do! I have drug dealer "friends"(I grew up with thes guys. Friends in low places I guess) granted it was hardcore drugs but an addict is an addict right??