Originally Posted by
ChameleonBoy 
I have been looking at recovery long enough. What I am doing right now is working for me. The desire to drink is gone again. The only thing that will stop me from staying sober is if I stop doing what I have done today. I see no reason to do that because there are many more benefits to what I'm doing to stay sober then just staying sober. I would have to be insane to not continue...... ok I probably am insane but you get the point.
Doesn't sound like insanity to me. Sounds more like hope and a good dose of courage. I think you will continue, to do the right thing, and to make the most of your recovery, even with the occasional curveballs that life will throw your way.