Well he is home - the meeting went fine - just as I expected. Certainly did'nt help me in my decision. My heart took over to see him clean. I have decided to take it one day at a time which is a dificult task for me. He is prepared to leave if I need him to. I did also tell him that I can't go another round of this and he said he can't either. So I can only hope he has enough strength to stay on the right path. Still makes it hard as I sit here at work just wondering what he is doing.
I did express my concerns to the councilor last night about the use of heroin/IV and that I here it is much harder to recover. She disagreed and said it makes no difference what the DOC was - it depends on how bad the person wants the recovery. He starts his IOP tomorrow and she said he will be on suboxone. Anyone know if this helps the cravings? And of course my fear is then he will get addicted to this. I have heard it is possible.