Why not?
Been wearing myself down, working day and night trying to let "me" think it's ok?!?!?!
Trying to convince myself, somehow, someway it's ok to allow myself to drink again?!?
I know what this is...I know what I'm doing/thinking....
I am aware of what my thought process is doing...or trying to do.......I again am my own downfall....or at least my enemy...at becoming the downfall....
I DO NOT AGREE...but how can I stop these thoughts?
I feel strong, I feel good, proud......but this constant fight is starting to tire me.....wft......i need relief....