Tired and stupid
I found this site a couple of years ago and this is my first time back in a LONG time. I really liked this site because of all the members. I live in a small town and there isnt really many recovering alcoholics my age(I know thats a stupid excuse). Well anyway after a couple of weeks in here I ended up getting very close to another member. Man, I really fell for it. We ended up exchanging phone numbers and ended up staying in constant contact for over a year, but never meeting in person. Well anyway, It ends up that she wasnt who she said she was. Really I dont have any idea who the hell she was. Her stories kept changing and getting more absurd...needless to say that I feel like an idiot for getting played. This is the first time I have really mentioned the whole story to anyone. I am just so tired of feeling embarassed. I also havent gone more than a couple of days without drinking since this relationship(if you can call it that).