Well 3hrs and counting till I have to face him. I think I want to throwup. Well I have thought about it and of course things could change after I see him tonight but I think I will have him stay here tonight so he can be here for the kids 1st day of school tomorrow but then he has to go to his mothers at least M-F and see the kids on the weekend. I am hoping I don't cave but prepared to tell him if he slips up I will file for divorce. I am scared cause I know the chances of him not relapsing again being on heroin(via needle) and only being in detox for 4 days are very slim. I can only hope he truly wants to help himself.
I know I can not go through this again and I am certainly not getting any younger.