I agree with everyone. Even though you may not be drinking during the week or right at the moment it's obviously still occupying a place in your mind if your quality of life is poor. So I think you have it backwards, you don't have anything going on in your life because the alcohol has made you feel empty. I used to think it was the other way around too but that's a lie the booze tells you.
Good luck and know that there are a BUNCH of people here who know exactly what you are going through and are more than willing to listen and help.