Ugh ex also has the shakes already. He is 27.
Well I tried to go on without SR but its tough to stand "alone", yesterday and today there has been more exposure to him and things still sting, they just do. At least now I run to the therapist, AA group and log in to SR, before I just cried, isolated and thought no one understood me!
Slowly I hope I need you all less LOL
Anyway...
If he seems to hate you its because you started to stand between him and the drink!! (I am called The Enemy now... sheesh).
Or because you stopped allowing everything and applauding everything he did and he did not like it. But again it has nothing to do with you
When you yourself believe in your heart you are beautiful you won't care if others think you are beautiful.
I guess you looked for him for self assurance and when you realize you can get the same and better without outside sources you'll feel better and build more confidence
I look forward to see you growing and getting healthier
