Well I dunno Eddie...I used to think sobriety was a magic wand that would evaporate all my cares and worries, or the portal to Narnia...and I relapse cos it wasn't.
I've learned life is life - I never wake up singing...but then I never did.....
I'm just better equipped to deal with whatever comes along, good or bad, now I'm sober....and the peace I feel enables me to look at myself and work on myself a lot too - and sometimes these days I do catch myself whistling
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