Do I trust my own feelings? Do I know what they are?
Not yet, no. And lately my overwhelming feeling has been anger.
I've gone to every business in walking distance, and no one is hiring. There IS a counselor within walking distance, but with no job or insurance, I can't afford it. So when I contemplate my next move, what I need to do, it brings out this searing anger in me - he now has all three vehicles, and I have to walk to try and find a job.
I'm pretty much stuck on pi$$ed.