I can't live alone anymore.
I can't do this.
I'm suffocating.
I need physical contact and human bonding.
Maybe I should pay for sex...be better than nothing. Take the money I use for mental therapy and get some physical therapy instead. That's all I'm missing. I only care about my family and getting laid. Nothing else matters to me....everything else is filler. My needs are not being met. More pills won't help fix what's truly missing.