Killingmesmalls-
U are so correct that this has felt like jail! I think about this all of the time! Yea I can leave my house...but not being allowed to work and fully function is driving me insane. That's why I sit around and wish for me former "fun" life...but in reality, how much fun was it really?
I also made a list of a goals to obtain. I know we are suppose to concentrate on today, but if I do not make long range goals, then today will be a mess because I will have no direction. And when I lose direction in life, I turn back to drinking and become a hot mess again.