For Now...
For those of you that now the extent of my emotional/mental torment, I wanted you to know that for now I'm feeling better. I'm not sure if it will last a day or a year, but I have today and that’s all that matters.
Last week I really didn't think I would make it out alive.... all I wanted was to die. I still cry at the drop of a hat and I have an abnormal amount of moodiness, but I'm glad to be alive.
Walked the dogs this morning in the light rain and took in everything... so glad to be alive.
I feel ashamed for the things I posted last week but I'm not going to kick myself for it. I was out of control.