OK.....so what now, folks?
Ok. So I checked online. There is an AA meeting literally 1000 yards from my front door at a church up the street. My husband would NEVER have to know I went. Is it worth going "on the sly"? Without telling him? I have tried to talk to him about this issue before and as you know, he tells me I have a problem but then enables me ...and he keeps tellilng me that "if I just listen to him, I will be fine." "He will help me control this." This as I sit here WISHING TO HELL that I had a bottle of vodka to sip from. And I mean that sincerely. I really want to sip on some good ole Ketel One. Good thing I don't have any and the liquor store is closed. I am sipping water with lemon instead. But so what do you all think? Should I SECRETLY go to the AA meeting up the street? Is that better than not going at all? I am sure I can go without his knowledge. For some reason, he HATES the idea.
Thanks so much for your input.........
KC