My day was fine, it was nice having lunch with my mom. It's like baby steps with me, church and lunch wore me out and I began getting irratable and having that need to come home and curl up in a blanket. I have been on the verge of tears several times today just out of the blue. But right now at this moment, I feel content... not quite happy... but content. I just hope to get beyond the rapid mood fluctuations.... I am fairly certain I appear crazy to those around me going between moods like I do.
My most disturbing thoughts today were planning on killing myself after all the kids move out... Scary!