Originally Posted by
anvilhead 
make the decision as the MOTHER of your children......
I know it seems plain and simple to you, but not so to me in the middle of it all! He loves them (as much as is possible in this state) and they love him. I find it REALLY hard to consider locking him up for many years and thus making the decision that they'll never see him. Can't write more right now, can't see.