I read through all of your posts again this morning after my AH tried to make me feel bad for not driving him to work this morning (he knows I am not driving him anymore, but he decided to drink and smoke weed last night instead of making sure that the buses would be running this morning. As a result he was extremely angry when he got to the bus stop and found out that there was no bus scheduled this early in the morning and he had no ride to work. So he tried to make me take him... I calmly refused. He ended up calling one of his coworkers, bitching about me and was picked up by her). So, I just wanted to thank you all again for your support... all of your advice and stories are helping me so much in times when I start doubting myself again.