Originally Posted by
Faerie 
Hi Clay, was wondering where you had got to. lol.
I have valium because of my anxiety. Since I have been on it, which has been about 5 years I have cut down from 7 a day to 2 a day 1 in the morning and 1 a night. I know it is an addictive drug but at the moment I need it. I don't need the crash meds often anymore. My depression may not be getting much better but my coping skills are. DBT is great.
Gonna finish watching the news, have a ciggie [bad, deadly habit I know, someone spank me, PLEASE] and then I'm gonna call. Thank you Dee for giving me the numbers.
Will update when I get off the phone, I know they will help me.
Yeah I'm around. Just trying not to go crazy with my parents hounding me about getting a job. It sucks I get no down time between college and the working world, but oh well. Have to make money and feed the corporate machine.
I'm taking Wellbutrin to cut the nicotine cravings. You might want to look into that. There's also an electronic cigarette that gives you nicotine vapor, supposed to help you get off the real thing.