I LOVE to drink too!! That's how I got here...and I can't recommend anything as to how to moderate because every time I tried that I ended up blacked out and making an arse outta myself then waking up to the guilt and shame....rest and repeat...because I "knew" I could moderate..I mean come on, how hard can it be??
Obviously, for me, moderation is not an option, but if it works for you then kudos!!! This is a great site for tons of advice and just reading the stories may give you more insight...Good luck to you!!!!