Afraid to post here
That I am back to day one.
the last time I was told that "I'm spinning my wheels, and not trying"
That is not true, and I almost gave up completely on myself.
I have found help, and I am not giving up, no matter what.
Today I got on my knees and asked for God's help.
As I am powerless over alcohol
and I think that was my biggest stumbling block
I can only have one beer, or one glass of wine.
No more excuses,
I can't even have one
This is my goal for this week.
Meeting EVERYDAY.
Call my sponsor,
Reach out, get help.
I also think my pride was in my way.
Don't want to be thought of as an alcoholic.
Because of the shame
But didn't have any shame if being a falling down drunk????
What the hell is that about?
I am ready,,,,