Originally Posted by
tangerinedream 
none of this is helping me feel any better about what i did.
now i just want him to come get his stuff so i can tell him not to leave.
I know exactly how u feel. Go back and look at my posts from the last year and 1/2 if u get a chance. It doesn't get better. This is a lesson I learned the hard way. I had to find out for myself. Everyone gave me great advice, but I still did it my way...and now I know. I am just greatful that no one gave up on me no matter how many times I kept going back to my ex for more...and everyone has been really great the last two weeks trying to help me pick up the pieces now that it's over.