((Nikki)
I will pray that you will be given the strength, couarge and wisdom from Your HP to know what is the very best decision to make for you and your children.
You are an AWESOME mom - how do I know? Because you care about how this will affect them!! that's what's important.
When I have decisions like this I try to remember - I don't have the power to mess up God's plan - I Make my decision and ask God to Block it or Bless it and guide me along the way.
That's what has helped me!!
BIG HUGS for you!!
Rita