Rita, I'm sending hugs and prayers for all of you, this has to be a painful time and I hope that all your days are brighter soon.
It's been a long journey for you, but the road will turn soon and as you put closure on the past, new paths filled with wonderful things will be ahead. It may not seem like it today, especially with the foreclosure, but you check in with me in 6 months and just tell me if it isn't so. Life is good about things like that.
Hugs