Maz that is great, that is what in AA is refered to as a "Spiritual Awakening", I too had to have one as millions of other sober alcoholics, many do not involve Christ, Buddah, or any of the other major Dieties, but when one finds that Power Greater then themself they do have that spiritual awakening. In AA what ever works for an individual has been found to be more then sufficient for long term solid sobriety. I am glad you found yours, stay in touch and things will go well.