GiveLove,
I never thought about it that way with the school system and how my daughter will see things.
I'm a good mom, she tells me, and I love my children more than anything else. Spending time with them is the greatest joy in my life and I find myself isolating from them more and more only because I'm so angry all the time.
You're right. My daughter wouldn't care about a school system, especially if she has a happy and healthy mom by her side telling her she can do anything she sets her mind to instead of a mom who closes herself off to deal with all the baggage she's willingly carried for years.
Thank you for finding something to tell me that gave me clarity in this moment. I really needed it.