i'm 48 am i an old timer yet
i just wanted to say thanks to all of you guys
i know i must sound like a whiny brat ,me,me me,me
i have to say its all i think about and i must be like a sponge trying to find out what i have done to myself ,if i am normal,if any one else has cut all their drinking partners (i dont say friends anymore)out of their lives and if they feel empty and lonely
i'm even looking like a mad man at the older posts to see what will or is likely to happen
thanks guys
for everything jim