Hey it happens. Its sad its threatening, its scary. It reminds us that it can happen to us. I was inpatient 3 months ago and got real close to half a dozen people, who I know consider friends. 3 of them relapsed within days. I feel terrible but I can't live their lives for them. I can only look after myself and my sobriety. I have relapsed in the past, it just seems that I hadn't bottomed out enought and did not want it enough. I let life circumstance dictate my sobriety. I hope that my friends will get and take advantage of another shot at recovery. We're all capable of making it, there are just different variables impacting all of us. I am 92 days sober, that must be my focus.