I've chosen this God awful path for myself and my baby. The worst I could probably find.
I'm reading in this that you are planning on getting back with him????? I sure hope not!!!!!!
You see, your baby doesn't have a 'choice' in this. Please think about her. Go over and read on the "Adult Children of Alcoholics Forum" PLEASE.
Please do some more 'thinking' and discussing with a therapist on this.
Sending prayers for you and the baby.
Love and hugs,