Planning a drinking vacation? After all I missed by being hungover or forgotten because of blackouts I can't imagine wanting to waste another minute of my life behind the cloud of booze. If this vacation is something you can't do w/o booze then I think you shouldn't go on vacation as it must be something you don't want to do that's why you need booze to get through it. You need to be up front and honest with your husband, just because you've hid it well doesn't mean it isn't killing you.