I hope that you don't ahead with the relapse, I really do. You have put out a lot of effort to be sober for these twelve days. Don't throw it away. And, you might be fooling your husband at this time, to believe you have been sober. I got away with that for many months too, and I'm not even sure how. But, sooner or later, it will catch up to you. Alcoholism is a progessive disease and it will get worse unless it stops.