Thanks all for your messages
Originally Posted by
Chino 
Those people were the ones I wanted to know more about. They had something I didn't and I wanted it, too -- calm.
You know, the thing is, it's only an external calm. I'm not even sure calm is the right word for it...calm to me feels like a positive presence, and this feels more like a lack of something. Does that make any sense? Not that I'm saying I want craziness in our lives...but it's like there's a space where something is supposed to be...I don't know, I'm not very eloquent when it comes to putting my emotions into words.
Anyway, I'm feeling a bit better today...I'm PMSing, so maybe I'm just hyper-sensitive
Thanks again,
Daisy