Sobriety
If you are new to sobriety, please don't read as I would hate to discourage anyone from living a more healthy, serene and natural lifestyle. FOR ME, sobriety sucks a big green donkey ****. I am not happy. Nothing is better. I want to my old life back. Granted, I've only been half-as#ssed sober since May 1, (I drank 3 beers at lunch one day on June 9), but jeez, I think that I want my old life back. The only thing is that I will freaking die if I go back to that. Doctor said so. My liver is screwed and I am running out of money so I can't go back. If it weren't for those things, I would still be drunk.
The bottom line is that I CAN'T drink but I have no idea how to live happily sober and it is driving me up the wall.
Just venting.
Benjamin
Last edited by Anna; 06-22-2009 at 05:35 PM.