Dear Witty, (((((Hugs to you)))))
A huge big "WELCOME" to the SR Family! It is "not" by accident you stumbled upon this site today. Sounds from what you've written that the time has come for a "new beginning" in your life. You also "owe it to yourself" to love and be who you really are. Sobriety is a truly wonderful Gift that is available to us all for the asking and the acceptance. It is a journey that we will share with you beginning right now if you wish. The fine folk of SR will all welcome you with open arms and the chat room is open 24 hours a day to share your thoughts and receive the help of others who are experienced in this journey of Sobriety. Live for "today" and not tomorrow. One day at a time and you will have the strength and courage for each day and the gifts it brings to enjoy. Let today be the "first day" of your new life and new journey my friend. All the very best to you. Stick with us along the way.
Love Pancake xo