hey billy, you're not so silly!! I love your posts, gosh you make me look like an emotional gnome, I am ahead of you in sobriety days but you are way ahead of me in terms of insight, strength and emotional health! I love reading your posts and your cat is gorgeous to, I have a britsh blue called, guess what? yeh Martha and she weighs 10kg, everyone has a problem and hers is obesity...I have become a feeder.
PS - I threw out the lazy boy chair, and yeah I have to agree the relationships I have on SR have been the first healthy sober relationships I have had in 12 years and I feel like a kid in a candy store, even being at work is different, I feel real, gritty real and weirdly my sense of smell is coming back, I never realised I lost it, bizarre
PPS - Thanks to Tyler for your post I love them too, but pot was all ways the bride and booze was always the groom for me, I don't miss the feeling of pot just the habit, but you alway have such great advice and support.
Have a great day everyone - One day at a time!