Hi Trying. There is so much on my plate right now it is falling off, you know what I mean? But instead of asking Why me? I keep saying Why not me. I don't ever wonder why someone has everything going for them, because at one time my life on the outside, everything looked great but it was inside that was in complete disarray. I mean that what was portrayed to others "Everything was great in my life" but in reality it really wasn't. So you see only what someone wants you to see.