Today is the day
Day one of sobriety.
There is no alcohol in the house, not even the mixer that I used. We have a busy day planned and I'm hoping that I will be able to sleep tonight.
I'm armed with a supportive hubby, a cousin that is a member of AA who also works at a recovery center that I can call, you guys, started taking vitamins a few days ago and my prescription of Xanex.
I need to do this for myself, my son, my husband, and for a better life. A life that is honest and not hiding my addiction. I want to be the person my mom believes that I am, not who I have pretended to be, because of my alcoholic brother.
I'm feeling anxious, excited, relieved (a lil' bit) and hopeful.