Originally Posted by
fibermaster 
Sooooo sad. Feel like such a wimp. I do not know how long I can take it. It takes every piece of me to just sit here and type....
Hang in there, friend. After this is over you will NEVER have to do this again! I finally told my husband and was so glad when in the midst of withdrawal. He was wonderful.
I don't know what you have sitting in your med cabinet, but if you've been prescribed Neurontin (Gabapentin) it can help with withdrawal. I just took it as directed (not even knowing that it would help).
Fibermaster... if it comes down to feeling better by giving-in or being able to get help at an ER or by calling a doctor and you need to tell your wife,
please tell your wife! I understand wanting to do this without a spouse's knowledge. I tried for months. It's a very hard way to go.
Whatever you do, don't throw away 65+ hours! They are 65+ hours that you never have to do again. It will soon get better. It
always does!
My heart is with you right now, as are my prayers.