Kelly, I am glad you are still with us. Please keep posting.
markmesober - we are all alcoholics & addicts here... yes we understand. I look forward to learning more about you & your recovery. I went to look at your first post but I didn't see one that was about you specifically & your situation. Maybe take a moment to start your own thread about you & your challenges, there are some great people that can help you here. Someone said a great line today "Nothing changes if nothing changes" it rang pretty true for me. Take Care & keep posting.
NB