Ok enough is enough... sorry (to those who have been supportive), but I'm outta here. I came to this group to find and receive support and some friendship. I got some of that, but I also had people being somewhat unsupportive and making judgements, even personal comments, especially when I didn't need it. I have also used the chatroom on a few occasions, it was mostly fine, but on two occasions no one bothered to even say hello and one one night someone refered to me or people like me as a freak.
Sorry but if that's Support then I probably need to look elsewhere.
Thanks to those who have been kind or supportive and/or friendly, esp. Treefrog, Anna51, Ananda, Allport etc.