Why are you being like that?
Maybe..because you just came off a run and had surgery...now you have pain meds
in your system and you are craving a high.
Trish..it's not the real you! Stop beating yourself up!
I know you want to go...you can't. I am so sorry you are feeling this torment.
Just remember..tell yourself because you know it..you do.
It's not me.
We understand...and we're still with you, Trish.
You will get through this.