Sry Judy..I do not agree.
And no matter how many times it is repeated. I wont change my view of it for myself.
But I do appreciate your takin the time and honesty. I get it. I just dont agree is all.
I am in a very bad, miserable, confrontational state of mind here the past few days.
I dont know why. I need to be grateful. But I'm not.
I want to stop feelin this friggin pain. I want to go back to work. I dont want to have to depend on anyone helping me do anything..Especially wipin my ass.
I havent **** in a week and that adds to the pain factor.
I am strugglin like crazy with urges. I want to go so bad. But I dont more for now.
I am fighting it and on pins and needles for the past 2 days.
I am tired. I am not in the best frame of mind to be communicating with anyone because I am just down right bein opinionated and a real jerk on purpose.
I am not myself so it will be better for me to stay away until I am back in check. I never want to take this out on anyone. Its all me and my iwn defects right now. But I am takin it out on everyone else.
I cant help it for some reason. So better to just not say too much.
So Thx for carin all of you. But right now. I need to be isolated before I say or do something I dont mean.