Noobie here.....
come for some support along my way to sobriety.
I am 25... been struggling with alcohol addiction since i was still at school.
I also suffer with bipolar/depression but not currently on medication.
I drink most days, and have started to wake up and drink to help my hangovers.
I work everyday, but not really a proper job so no ones gonna say anything if i turn up late or stinking of booze. I also spend a lot of time on my own and the lonelyness is what drives me to drink.
not too sure I'm up for going to a meeting just yet, but i do wanna do anything i can to stop as this is just not helping my depression.
Last week I did 6 days and was determined then my boss bought me a beer without even asking and that sent me on a bender for 4 days. I can't really let him no i have a problem as he will just fire me.
well today is gonna be day 1 of what probably won't be my last attempt but i would like it to last a little longer than the other!
I have 1 beer in the house just incase i get shakes or anxiety too bad.
any support welcome!
