trish
RZ..As crazy as it sounds. I thought that was the easy way too. I have tried just focusing on the addiction.
ahem, from what i hve read, and as you know, i cant read everything...
for me, as i read your posts, there was always a underlying issue, problem, or thought...
and hey, thats what we do aint it, we are thinking people and beings...
now, put the addiction in the mix! yikes!!!
its all over the place, focusing on what needs to be focused on means just that...
and that takes hard work, and discipline...
you know i'm a AA'r, just i know many that do not use it, and have another way...
Come in Aunt Tille!
you had mentioned the spirit, and lady, thats the missing link, whatever you may choose...
and the spirit can come in many ways and forms, as complex as one can make it, or as simple as just doing whats correct in our hearts...
not what we always like or want to do mind you, we have to give up alot of personal sastisfactions...
all of us have been soul sick, low-self esteem, the guilts, fears, always wanting and searching for that all time high!
keep searching dear trish, and as you said, you will win this battle!
as long as you never give up that hope!
love, and always blessings to you trish...
hell, i feel like i have stock in you!
