I always say to ppl - you don't want meetings - Ok...AA/NA's not the only way - as long as you don't then sit back and do nothing - and I know you won't
Think about everything you mentioned - be that school, art, SMART, meditation whatever - try as many different things as you need to....and mix em up even.
Anythings better than using.
We all have our way - we just have to go out there and find it
I'm really glad to see you sounding positive again - even if a bit fiesty LOL
We all want good things for you, Trish
:ghug3
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