Chiynita wrote:
I wasnt sayin goin to school was goin to solve my addiction.
I didnt mean anything even remotely close to that.
I meant I need to make a drastic change in my lifer aside from addiction. Like get out on my own. Go to school. Do something..anything with myself. I ahve been in the same situation and doin the same ole thing for way too long.
Trish, I feel like I am swimming against the stream here (no pun intended considering my username). I didn't feel the compulsion to love bomb you when you were toying with the idea of using. In my humble opinion, when someone is thinking of picking up again or using again, I simply don't see the usefullness of flowery "I care" posts when maybe you need a practical tool instead.
I meant I need to make a drastic change in my lifer aside from addiction.
Speaking of bombs, that statement is...well, a mine field. Think about it.