i don't know how i feel
here i sit, had a few or more then a few and wonder ....why. i do want to stop but it just seems like I can't. when I do stop I feel so run down can't deal with my staff at work things seem to be so wrong and I get such a belly ache(can't go to the bathroom). It amazing I don't drink caffiene. I have not have the couarge to attend AA. My husband drinks all the time and he feels best if I am joining him. he has a problem also. He keepa telling me he is not healthly and I tell my self I wounder why, but I still sit with him. I just want to stop. I wish that everyone at sr would be here in person to kick my butt everytime I wanted to drink.
Thank you everone at sr