Originally Posted by
Mis 
I could wake up tomorrow and alcoholism, drug addiction, and more didn't plague most of my family. Its so painful and I just want to be happy. Trying to not care so much and be so sensitive and find happiness within myself despite these obstacles.
Have you tried any meetings? Naranon, Alanon or CoDA? Meetings didn't change addiction, but they changed me and my perspective. Gave me my life back in spite of the chaos around me.
I feel your pain and hope you stick around and grab some of the good stuff that this site is made of.
Hugs