I'd like to thank all of you for replying. It's nice to know I'm not the only one feeling these things. I will definately look up Al-Anon, which I think I have heard of there being a group in town.
Originally Posted by
dothi 
Welcome to SR, standing! I hope you don't mind if I ask a few questions to help clarify your situation. How many siblings do you have? Are you the oldest child? Where is your dad these days?
I have a twin sister and two younger brothers. My brothers are 2 years and 4 years younger than my sister and me. For about a year, we have all been living near him. I actually work for his company right now. When I was 18, I left my mother's house. Before moving to my current apartment, I lived in a series of trailers and apartments with different groups of friends(never staying in one place long enough to renew a lease). My sister and brothers remained at my mother's house, until we moved into the same complex that all of us just renewed our leases at.